ROSESROUGES DARLING.

Im super siao worried.
 

Maldives dude just sent a boquet of roses to someone.

-___-


i hate facebook.




 

maldives dude just "pinched" a girl on facebook.
(superpoke)

-_________-"

fisher.
 

Ive been emoing.
Actually not emoing.
More of raging,

Sighs.
My raging hormones.
I am still a YOUNG (:D)being.
So i guess, i have to accept this as a normal occurance to my YOUNG (:D)TEENAGE life.

so YOUNG  (:D) so angry.

:D

-__-

hehe

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Things to do (InsyAllah):

1. Stop raging and emoing

2. Stop thinking of Maldives dude

3. Stop thinking that Maldives dude is chatting with the girl he likes whenever he replies slow (actually, it's not "think". it's i KNOW he is...cb...LOL :P)

4. Stop thinking of dying - i mean not me...>.<

5. Stop getting frustrated

6. Do whatever that needs to be done on the list i've written

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argh mldvies dude.
WHATS THE DEAL??!!?!

why did u put ur pm as "your birthday being 30 nov 1991?!!!" 
are u trying to hint me or something?!!?!

screw it.

fish it.



 

Im feeling very unsure.
Im feeling confuse.
VERY CONFUSE.

I want to feel excited but i do not want to be disappointed.
Anyway, im trying very very hard to be patient.
With EVERYTHING.
 

Still quite annoyed with the Turks.
BECAUSe
i realise the friend of the loser i talked to said disgusting words in Turkish.

Cass told me to type this:

clinical:	you have no balls cause it was chopped off when you were young to feed your mom who has aids, you motherfucking son of a bitch

HAHA. People puasa lar O=) After that can ah.
I dont like one of the guys face ah. Actually 2 of them.
Both wear sunglasses ala hiphop -___-
Like whatever.

I know they are trying to make me scared or something but LAME.

Dharmirah said:

DHAR[][] he trie:	tell them u want my chicas, go jump down!

HAHAHA!

Whatever to them lor :D

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Yesterday i took the lift with the Pizza Hut delivery man ^_^
My mother always say be careful when taking the lift with a man.
But i think he needed to be careful of me ah.
Kalau tak jaga-jaga, i would have kidnap him and take the pizza ^_^
The aroma and scent ...deliciousooo :D

HAHA.

okay, not really crazy about pizza
just bored
its 6.22am
i havent been sleeping well these past few days >.<

i talked to maldives dude.
he tok to me first >.<
but aiya
the more i think about it - for what man?

SIGHS

whatever.

i need to like value my life and go bunjee jumping.

gule-gule
(turkish for goodbye :D)

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Me cannot talk.
Now me type also like me cannot talk >.<
Me very very sad ='(

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Remember the Pakistani dude that i argued with on Facebook?
The one that pissed me off because i found that he disrespected me and think that he is lying when he said that the electricity in Pakistan was bad?

I was using my old msn account.
I deleted him but i forgot i did not block him.
Then all of the sudden at 5 am (b/c i could not sleep after sahur),
he IM me >.<

I was like OMAGAD! :O :O :O
I totally forgot i did not block him at that account lor >.<
Then he said ;
-_____________-"

" so u unblocked me today "

>.<
>.<
>.<

Then i replied;

"no, i did not block u ...

through this email "


(i blocked him using fleurs***** one la)


HAHA.

Then he say he still did not know why i was angry with him.
-_______-
He knows very well WHY.
GRR.

But for the sake of God and being the month of Ramadan, i just shrug it off and talk to him la.
But paiseh lor >.<
I forgot i did not block him.

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Me also have not been ZzzZ well.
Me worried and thinking alot.

Me ah, will X_X if me use this type of English for projects >.<

okay.
me go now.
ciao.

-
me dunnoe if me want to talk to maldives dude or not =X
what should i do?

ME WANT but me do not want to look like a fool.

This dude on deviantart is damn cool ah!
His only 17 and his rolling with the big boys.
Like his photos i mean - awesome and fantastic!!!
DAMN COOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!

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ok. enough :D

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i have nothing to blog.
okay.
bye.

Im kinda scared.
I think that the Turkish dude has called all the males of Turkey to complot against me >.<
Okay, not being self-centered but he DID sent two of his pimps to add me on MSN (for God knows what reasons!)

Like come on???

Let me give you a scenario:

1. You are chatting with a dude online
2. He says he wants to see your photos
3. You say, no - i dont give out photos
4. You say, okay just add me on facebook (duh. its indirect -_- still)
5. He adds you
6. You nudge him on MSN and ask whether he is there
7. He does not reply
8. You check your Facebook, you found that he deleted you
9. You straight away asked him on MSN why
10. He does not reply
11. You sent a message to him saying "So much for you saying Beauty is not Everything"
12. THEN he replies ; Why? What happened? (yar...your neh you don't know -__-). You dont reply because you were too hurt.
13. You then get all upset and depressed and feel as though you have no worth
14. You question whethere you really are ugly as what PEOPLE said
15. You cry through the night because you feel so sad and bad
16. The next day you could not take it, you delete him from your msn and block him
17. You sent him a message on FB (b/c you want to know the real reason) to why he deleted you from FB
18. You gave him one day to reply and he does not reply
19. The very next day, you find he added a friend of urs on facebook
20. You kept your patience and think it was all cool. she's prettier than you, what can you do?
21. The next day (again) you find he added another friend
22. You cannot take it. You sent him a facebook msg, saying: I hate you and i wish i never met you because he made you feel as though you had no worth. You also apoogise (who the heck would do that?)
23. He does not reply. He does not apologise.
24. He sent two pimps to add you on MSN (in which of course you block)
25. You know they'r ehis friends because God know how many Turkish dudes you talked to (less than 5 and none are around 19 like him)

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I feel scared you know.
Its like you feel that they (him and his friends) could be doing something really bad on you.
Its like you feel that they could be posting stuff about you online that aren't true or even photos.
And that dude(his friend) said i was "Turkish deadmeat" (well, from what i used the translating site -__-")
Im like praying hard that nothing big would happen.
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Cass was right.- there are crazy people online.
(well, i knew that but i did not expect this Turkish loser ah to be one of them)

Allah help me insyAllah.

PS.i was stupid to let him make me feel that way. now i know.
 

THAT LOSER ASKED HIS FRIENDS TO ADD ME.
I chat with one of them and im pretty sure he insulted me throughout - loser refused to speak English because his a wuss!
I went to some Turkish-English translator and there were words like "ego" and "marble head".
and im pretty sure he said i was "at present Turkish DEADMEAT -___-" "

I want to laugh lor.
Ayam... :P

-________-
NEHNEH.

So lame.

Look whose talking.
His very good friend was the one who deleted me and added my friends.
AND its so lame.
I sent him a message asking him questions and he did not reply.
Like crap ryt? WUSS! WUSS!! 

At the end of the convo i put;
Say hello to Emrah for me :):):) (with the smiley)

I was being sarcastic duh.
Mean people (them, not me)
 

Hey everybody!! Its me Aishah instead of Wardeedah!
So what the hell am I doing in this blog of hers anyways? Well since our beloved rose couldn't really remember what really happened during the tour of Parkway Parade last Friday, I shall recount it for you =P
 
So, its after the exams (wheepteedoo!!) andI thought of us touring somewhere I haven't been for so long.. So I thought of Parkway Parade! and who would have thought that before our tour ends, something funny and awkward will happen..
 
So after eating a delicious brunch and walking around admiring the sales going on, me and wardah thought of heading out of Borders after failing to locate a certain celebrity mag. So while we're walking towards the stairs, there's this cute (caucasian I think) guy named Pele, stopped us. I initially knew it was a salesman wanting to try his product or promote it or.. well whatever..
 
So when I was about to push Wardeedah along and say, "Oh so sorry, we're in a rush.." when he stopped us,
our dearest Wardeedah
just.
had.
to.
stop.
and.
say; "Huh?"
 
 
So we're stuck there.
 
And then.. And then...
 
The cute guy named Pele, asked us to show our fingers. So we stupidly did.
 
 
And then.
 
He picked Wardeedah's fingers and started buffing it. And kept uttering "Magic.. magic.."
 
Honestly, I know we're dumb for the fact that we showed our fingers to him but we're not stupid at the fact that he's buffing our fingers.. there's no sparks or wonders coming out of a buffer.
 
Here comes the anti-climax! (so prepare tomatoes to throw at us when you read it!!!)
 
After buffering Wardeedah's fingers, we stood there not knowing what to do.. & the guy named Pele stared at us like we're supposed to do something.. AWKWARD!!!!!!
 
I mean what are we supposed to do? We've already told him we can't buy his products (well, me only but still). so what does he expect us to do?!!!!!!!!!
 
& Wardeedah kept giving me funny looks (it was a signal, please do something Aishah.. Get us out of here look) which made me laugh say I don't know.. I mean that look totally didn't say it. heh. So in the end, I managed to push wardeedah along and apologise.. & the guy named Pele, looked disappointed.
 
When we're out of the guy name Pele's range, we giggled like nobody's business.. Like honestly, we acted like two stupid idiots!!!! My goodness... Wardah just has to spoil my great day.. haha.
 
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EH. WARDAH'S VIEW:

I THOUGHT HE WAS A TOURIST LOST IN PARKWAY LOR.
I mean his so cute(well, WAS after he siaosiao said magic magic -___-), you would not expect him to be working at a stall ah! >.<

But eh ^_^ cool lor,
the model(okay, stallholder but must enhance my story ma) touch my fingers lor ^_^
^_^
My face has a cheeky grin now lor ^_^
I dunnoe why so many lor lor -___-"

(Astargfirallahalazim >.< eh but not everyday some cute looking European from Brazil [name Pele so i assume from Brazil -___-] comes up to me ^_^)

After he buffed my nail, i did not dare look at him because i did not know what to do.
So i stared at Aishah la >.<
What else?
Stare like never stare at anyone else before >.<
Like so basket hor, im the one with the buffed nail...>.<
(shyt, im laughing now)

AIYO, to think about it, he only buffed one nail LOR. Why the heck was i guilty?! If he buffed all including my toes, forehead and shoulder then i'll feel MORE guilty ah!
-_________-

CORRECT?

DUI :D

Thanks Aishah for the post :D HAHA!
Was laughing my heart off when i read it!

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ANYWAY,
Im sad because i might be losing my butt.
This is all thanks to me talking about Paris Hilton being flat >.<
Darn it.
I am very worried.
)'=

Yes, i should be worrying about other important stuff but sighs,
im praying that my butt remains a butt and does not become flat >.<

Yes, very shallow pathetic of me but sighs, i have not been thinking straight nowadays.
(HMM, i wonder if i should post this up at the SECRETljpage that Cass intro-ed me >.<... which is fyi,
a journal where people anonymously post their secrets >.< Some of them VERY weird lor >.< No wonder secret...)


I look like Beyonce and i have PROOF :DDDD

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Konichiwa.

Okay.
Hungry Ghost Festival over.

Jangan nak step kene sampuk hantu jepun.
(don't act as if kana possessed by Japanese Ghost)
-____________-

GOD FORBID!

hehe.

ANYWAY,
i have photos of the portable toilet ^_^
I shall share with you the intimacy i have had for these past 5 days with the toilets...
BUT FIRST, the photos! :D

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DENG DENG DENG

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Nice right the toilet? :D 

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HAHA. I found this toilet on Google images ^_^

You all know lah kan...must give all of you suspense...
But imagine if have to relief yourself in that chair man >.<

I tell you ah, if the government gave me THAT as a toilet, i will migrate to Nepal ah.
-_________-
Confirm there at least toilet nicer ^_^

ANYWAY....

the REAL portable toilet:

 the main door:

The toilet is located in the middle of the kitchen.
As you can see it can pass off as a shrine -___-
Go kitchen, must pay visit here ah.....

The interior (:D) :

As you can see, 2-in-1: Shower and Pipe :D
Stylo Milo right? :D
I bet your home toilets do not have like this one :D


The Zoom in:

(fyi, the white colour is not pangsai ah. I think its bubbles >..<)

If you are wondering why there is a brown wooden plank...
that is for covering the toilet bowl :D
Super modern right? :D

Cha Cham BOOOO!

(sorry, random. but had to do that ^_^)
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The toilet is honestly not all that bad.
I only worry that it will flood >.<
and thena ll the faeces, urine, and unimaginable disgusting things will come out >.<

So i am So not looking forward to any of that for the next 5 days or so!
 
ANYWAY, tomorrow fasting month commence!

(I might not be getting ajob...i dunnoe. see how >.<)

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boring entry. sorry. distracted by all the chats!
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AND ALL BEST JACQUELINE FOR YOUR SURGERY!!!!
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU!

(okay, stop it. sound like as if she join olympics -___- + :D hehe)

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You know what sucks?
What sucks the most?

When you try to be your best - according to everyone's perception but you cannot and can never.
It's not that you are not happy with who you are.
You are.
You are in love with yourself.
You treat yourself with respect.
You be good to yourself.

But then-

Some people.

Save to say 90% of the world's population,
just have to rub it in that you are not WORTH loving yourself.

I know i am not the prettiest, hottest or sexiest thing to look at.
I have been told.
MANY TIMES.
implied at that.

#1 My teddybear looks cuter than her

#2 Nose not sharp, cheeks so flabby

#3 She MAY look prettier in the future

#4 Wow, you're so big



Let me say something -

If you LIGHTLY imply or say that a person looks ugly  and you think it does not hurt the person than you must have gotten a freaking Meiji Yan Yan glued to you head.

It just sucks you know.

WHY?

I am happy with how God created me.
Alhamdulillah.
Eyes - i can see.
Nose - although not sharp like Jessica Simpson or Feminine but i can breath,
Cheeks- chubby but God gave me dimples.
Jaw line - not sexy or flattering but i am glad i have jaws.

If i am happy with all these,
why must you ruin it?

Why must you ruin because you are too blind to see and observe the beauty of each creation?

I am sad for you.
All 90% of you.

To admire and enjoy the media and humans' instinct of beauty is the norm.
BUT to insult and disgrace the creation - then i think you should mirror yourself.
That person now - in the future,
will have wrinkles.
Sagging body.
Sagging boobs.
Impotency.

What makes you so great then?

i am pissed off.
freaking pissed.
sometimes it just accumulates and accumulates and then now, i cannot take it.

sometimes i wonder if i really am that ugly to the world's view?
but nah, i am going and will insyAllah be happy with the way God created me.

i think i am not revengeful but sometimes i think these people need a taste of their own medicine- period.

so screw you.